Adventures are awaiting….

I love to be in control.  I also love to be efficient, organised, informed and good at what I do.  The more balls I can juggle, the more exciting and challenging it is.  I love finding out how much I can manage…..when it is on my terms.   And then I crash, recover and search for the next shiny thing.

As great (or not) as all that was, I guess deep down, I yearned for a real adventure.  For an unusual and exciting or yuwkdfplp6w-samuel-claradaring experience. I didn’t want to just be ‘busy’ and so calculated all the time.  However, to me an adventure seemed so out of control, scary, unorganised and often included the risk of failing.  Continue reading “Adventures are awaiting….”